blank.

each day brings it's own package of
excitement, hope, and happiness,
hurt, anxiety, and stress,
where am i going?
i don't know.
thoughts of this
bring me low.
it's hard to plan your future,
wish i could just leave it all to faith,
but not knowing and not planning what's ahead
something society's taught us to hate

my sister got engaged today;
i should be happy,
instead i'm sitting here
without shit to do and blank, is this how it's suppose to be happening?
just a random stream of consciousness
i know it sucks
but give me room to breath and a space to practice
let me be me. your opinion, who gives a fuck.